watever i've said.. we're all still frens..
so no worries..
i'll be fine..

maybe i'm juz naive.. in one way or e other..
maybe i'm juz emo-y..

okok.. i wont tink so much..
but a terrible thing keep poppin up in my head, n i cant help it..
dun ask mi wat is it, i promised tat person i wont tell..

i'll be fine.
i'll be fine.
i'll be fine.
i'll be fine.
i'll be fine.


in my previous post, my 'Ask mi'..
it wasnt literally Ask mi.. Lol.. XD
jkjk, i MIGHT tell u if

1. u're trustworthy to mi
2. appropriate person
3. not in msn

LOL! dun mind mi.. tat's an attempt on humor.. =)

ISC performance over.. not gd.. not gd at all.. need to work on e special things tat we r lackin.. like teamwork n such..
juniors' 1st performance! not bad for them.. jiayou! more to come.. definitely.. hope tat more juniors can be up to standard n we can hav bigger gatherings after performances..

almost felt like it was back to e past.. so mani ppl, feels warm..
except for e presence of couples.. they make us feel so bright..
should learn from pohlim.. dun mushy mushy in front of all friends..
he TINK of how others (their frens) feel if they 2 keep stickin to themselves..
go honeymoon forever if u wanna.. dun make us feel weird / extra..
it's not like as if u hav to stick wif ur uhem uhem cuz u're not close wif us.. we r ALL FRENS.. VERI GD FRENS shld i add.. unless it's my own naive tinkin.. juz tell mi if tat's my own naive tinkin..

maybe juz mi.. scold and/or retort if u wan.. i heck care already..
i see, i say.. U PAY..
lol.. tat's from "Life or something like that"..




juz wen e clouds were lifting, a new batch of dark clouds approaches..
will wind blow them away?
do i like sunny days or rainy days? 晴天? 雨天?
feels like 晴天雨..

dun try to interpret, u will onli get it wrong..
ask mi..

Labels: crappy

2day attended GEM : Love & Relations..
solo again.. meanin gem-ing alone wif no frens.. haaa..

nevertheless, tis GEM is much more interestin compared to e previous 2 ( Visual Basic Prog & Financial Management for Engineers )..
can learn abt RQ.. haha.. Relations Quotient.. nv heard of rite.. harhar.. ^^

but wen we splitted ino random number groups, i had unfortunately been grouped into e room's QUIETEST group.. tmd.. i'm like e onli 1 talkin, occasionally a guy would help mi out by tlakin a litttle.. sian.. hope tat tis group is SUPER temporary.. gonna die from e silence of e group lar.. lol..

i tink tis sem's GEM class is gonna be WOOTS!!!
i like tis class la, as in, module.. haha..


e most impactful thing was learnin abt the term 'hyper-sensitive'..
it's impactful cuz i tink i hav it.. lol.. gg..


tired alr.. gg slp.. nitez =)

had my circuit trainin (drivin) at Ubi 2day..
my circuit bookin was 6pm at Ubi Comfort Driving Cenre.. driving starts at 5.30pm in yishun..
so i hav 30 mins to drive to Ubi.. haha.. wif no expressway..
i was practically stamping on e accelerator.. wahaha..
n my instructor nv scold.. ^^ btw, i reached Ubi CDC at 6.10pm.. heh.. not bad oh..

except for an immediate failure mistake (forgot to stop at e white line) & a small kurb-ed at e crank course (10 points) , all was well..

after e circuit trainin, was left wif half an hour to go back to yishun..
to make things worse, it was peak hour..

TRAFFIC JAM!!!

argh.. =.= damn slow lar..
lucky my clutch control was PRO.. lol.. flow was quite fast for my 1st traffic jam (as compared other traffic jams wen i wasnt e driver)..
reached yishun abt 7.45pm..

i juz hate it tat my max. speed is capped at abt 60km/h.. by my instructor.. haiz..
influenced by chun harng n jeff.. muz be.. haha.. cuz i sat in their cars 2day!


off to bed~!
half lookin forward to tml's Love and Relations GEMS.. nites..

share some quotes from frens..

快乐是什么？不快乐是因为曾经快乐过。 from zai rong..


女人是不喜欢好的男人。 from kay seng..

money can buy you girls, not love. from mak..

haha.. weird rite.. dunno y they juz keep poppin up in my head..


1st day of sch..
met a draggy powerplant 1 lecturer..
still our same old eng maths teacher, yes still wif e funni pronunciation.. XD
n a slp inducing mechanics tutorial teacher..

sian..
muz focus focus focus!!!

muz be one of those PMS period.. =.=

Labels: sch reopens..

Jenny - Click Five

She calls me baby
then she wont call me
says she adores me
and then ignores me
(Jenny, What's the problem?)

She keeps her distance
and sits on fences
puts up resistance
and builds defences
(Jenny, What’s the problem?)

You keep me hanging on the line
every time you change your mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

She needs her own space
she's playing mind games
ends up at my place
saying that she's changed
(Jenny, what's the problem?)

I'm trying to read between the lines
you got me going out of my mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It's killing me
(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It's killing me
(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
Jenny

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still

Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me
It's killing me.(jenny)


and then you say you wont
again..

btw, i dun hav any frens by the name of jenny.. lol..

ytd marks a step for juniors to get closer.. we seniors oso had a great time.. =)
thx to all those who contributed.. though e whole thing was a little last min.. it went well, seeing everybody enjoyed themselves.. except for a little time loophole here and there.. overall was a success.. =D

well,
let e pics roll~
seems like someone carried their home affairs into e 'snake n ladder' game? haha.. e one wif e 4 pics.. >.0
n it was a laugh wen lisi offered to be e one carryin cee waii instead.. LOL..

random pics..
wat a nice birthday cake~!
so much so tat i had e cake replacing shampoo n had a hairdo.. courtesy of inspiring hairstylist cee waii.. o.o

all was great.. juz tat i sprained my ankle n bled my small toe..

addin up : my rite knee is acting up..

damn.. i can neither put much weight on my left ankle nor my rite kneee.. gg.. =.=

I am obvious, you are not.

Mine is shouting out loud, yours is not.

I am a ediot, you are an ass.

Collide - Howie Day

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Dun stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

tis is my dad's bdae cake..

he's 1 hell of a 赌鬼.. in e past..

i hate him for tat..

as for now.. i dunno.. but a leopard nv changes its spots..

n i dun wish to noe..

cuz i'm not reali close to him.. we rarely met, n we dun talk much..

jaa..

yeah pictures time~!!!
finally my soab of a com finally worked n successfully read my hp usb port.. glee..
let e pics roll~

special feature my my fren, cixian, aka fred.. he's e 'slping god'.. he can slp ANYTIME ANYWER.. i witnessed onli 1 of his mani slp-outs.. haha..
i heard tat he was slpin during their soccer match!
the best is yet to come.. he's e striker and he's slpin at e opponent's goal post!!! LOL..

happi day~

though i went back to sch.. again.. it was a day well spent..
slackin alot instead of trainin.. =X

JENGA

JENGA

JENGA

JENGA

JENGA

haha.. fun game.. ask mi if u wanna c e vids tat i took during our jenga games.. hahaha..

super funni.. embarrassin though.. haha.. XD

went to my dad's bdae chalet in e nite.. nth to elaborate.. shall show u all e cake on my next post.. cuz i 4got to upload it juz now.. lazy ah.. haha.. nitez.. needa catch some wink..

Labels: bros 4eva hal~

sun nite was 17 guys day out at marina bay steamboat bbq..
shiokness.. haha..

ah, happi birthday to phan n kay seng..
though i doubt they will c it here.. anyway, it's e thought tat counts rite.. =D

damn my handphone usb port cannot be read.. gg..
photos cannot be uploaded.. =.=


anyway, it was juz GREAT!
3 cars 17 ppl.. haha.. we actualy wanted to go geylang.. LOL..
dared kay to 'ehem ehem'.. e rest of us pay.. haha..
he HUM tio!!! lol.. his face damn funni lar.. in e end we went to e dam.. actually is seletar reservoir.. slacked there a while.. den went 925 LA KOPI..
tink we r startin to be like uncles liao.. gg..

boredx.. holidays comin to an end.. dun remind mi yeah? lol..
juz checked my timetable..

ZAM!!!
3 days 8am
1 day 9am
1 day 10am

GAM LANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!

z.z

siao liao.. i hav to slp early wer sch re-opens..

oh rite..

ZAM to my gpa oso.. study so hard.. barely passing..
can knock my head on e wall liao..
maybe is cuz i'm to last min..

should learn from poke..
go yishun CC EVERYDAY after school.. LOL~!

hmm.. maybe not everyday la.. but.. as often as my brain allows.. haha..

gotta sort out my priorities oso..




jaa..
gym tml..
waseda shibuya open house 'the day after tomorrow'..

realised my blog hasnt had any pics for a loooooooooooooooong time.. haha.. so here it is..
some might be random though.. gahahah.. ^^

dog featured ish my best fren's dog.. phoebe.. i hope she can meet my neighbour's stupid dog tat's always barkin at mi.. but i cant c no sign of tat dog.. i finally saw tat baka dog 2day.. 2 and a half feet long, 1 n a half feet tall.. dunno wat breed.. wth lar.. let pheobe teach tat dog some manners.. harhar..

tat's mi, kiyoshi, takeshi, haq, and caster on e mrt after our trip to chinese garden's swimmin pool.. so high tat day~

e orange dustbin ish random.. haha.. i tink some1 was buring incense in it.. so inconsiderate.. e bin was literally melted lor.. n smokin somemore.. =.=



below r pics wen we were at e wave pool.. tryin to ride e waves n cling onto e edge of e pool tgt.. haha.. fun~
i'm e second 1 from left..





i onli managed to cling onto long enough for 1 pics.. haha.. >.< i had no more strength already.. cuz we tried tis for loads of times b4hand le.. haha.. we were wrestlin at e lazy river n playin catchin at e wave pool too.. haha.. i cant rmb any other time tat i had so much fun at swmmin pool le.. gahahahahaha..




went to suntec city's food fair TWICE.. haha..

1st was wif my sampling partner.. he's gd.. but.. ok-ok onli.. wahahaha..

2nd was wif li si, jacelyn, and melanie.. joined by jack after e samplins.. Li si n jacelyn r PROS.. they so small.. so easy to squeeze thru here n there.. gd at spottin free samples oso.. Lol~! *salutes*

DEN.. after tat..
we went Carrefour n had our SECOND round of samplin.. HAHAHAHAHA!!!! jack couldnt take it.. LOL~! we were reali sampling kings n queens.. go until wer.. sample until wer.. ^^

THE END

lol.. dunno how to end it off..

jaa..

i'm so lazy to even put p e lyrics.. show tat i dun care anymore..

blog entries gettin shorter n shorter each time i c it.. shows tat i dun care anymore..




not complainin abt soloing.. all da better.. =)

ファイト！

soloin against 7 juniors was quite a feat.. of cuz there's jack..

( 2 months already? gratz.. *corrections.. shld be 3 months already..* )

u come wen u feel like it? u come watever time u please?

ihnts..
ihnts..
ihnts..
ihnts..
ihnts..

there's no need to tell us anything.. riiiiites..


all hail RSAF..




RIIIIIIIITES.. =.=

had an enjoyable day out wif e fukami brothers.. haha..


どんだけ!
どんだけ!!
どんだけ!!!
どんだけ!!!!
どんだけ!!!!!

basketball n slackin at chinese garden's swimmin pool can be quite fun..
it's late now.. juz came back from e 'La Kopi' session.. photos shall come later..
signin off to zz-land..

Labels: self-searching..

どんだけ
feel abit outcasted.. dun ask mi y.. maybe cuz i'm like a special appearance? haha.. perhaps.. dun blame any1 for tis though.. i'm like not feeling myself in place..

wer ish alvin yet?
ish he gone from e world?
wer's e happy-go-lucky alvin yet?
wer's e happi-faced irrespectful arsehole?

tell mi wen u c him..




i miss him..