{/Stupid HITP pre-departure camp
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 ( 12:30 AM )
argh!!!!!
my heart is filled....
with hatred..
the hiroshima trip is supposed to be a a great thing..
it still is.. onli quite overshadowed by it overlapin my daiko intensive trainin camp..
i've alreadi learned to accept it.. sacrifices muz be made..
BUT NOW...
pops out an extra HITP pre-departure camp.. which falls tis friday til sunday..
trainin on fri evenin til nite and sat whole day trainin i'm willin to sacrifice..
even if it's like tearing out my flesh.. (sounds a bit violent, but i dunno y skippin a trainin is so painful)
there's K-box on sat nite~! E whole daiko gang will be goin..
n i might not be able to go..
i can give excuses to shake off.. like personal / family matters tat i hav to settle..
it will neither affect nor drag e whole daiko into trouble.. rite?
aahh.. wat the heck.. a great planned weekend turns out to be a disaster..
makes mi wan to go back to my old ways..
oh god.. e f word is comin out..
i'm so fustrated..
so helpess..
Labels: clash..... helpless..