1 word.. weird..

ytd (thurs).. i walked past some1 almost face to
face n she did not even glanced at mi.. not even
e slightest.. n i thought..
'oh well, since she's being so cold.. i shall stay
away lest i get frostbite..'

2day (fri).. she even stopped to talk to mi while
i was slackin at foodcourt 3.. (unwillin to go
into e clubhouse b4 5pm..)
wat a change..
n i tot she tinks i'm a coward..
unhappy wif mi..
watever..


sort of isolated myself during half of e meetin..
n wen i joined, not a word came out from my
mouth..

i'm reali no gd at hidin my emotions..

but as 2 of e 4 went off, i was more able to
interact..
maybe time will heal everything..
we shall c.. time will tell..


i've said i dun care anymore..
who am i lyin to..?

found tat i still care.. if not, wer did such
unhappiness towards them come from?
however..
somethin's keepin mi from showin it..
should be lack of trust..
my trust towards them has completely
been destroyed.. dun blame mi 4 tat..

had a small little chat wif moo..
found out tat e spark was actually my
stupid insensitive shouts..
of my fustration n helplessness..
i admit i'm oso at fault..
lucky i hav nv blamed any1 for all tat has
happened..



except myself..


on an extra note..

so sry to da jie.. pls dun feel u're at fault..
hope ur fren has enlightened u.. i reali reali
reali reali reali hav nv blamed u 4 all these..

instead.. i should be sry.. tink my msges
sounded too harsh.. so sry.. >.<
i noe sry doesnt help..
haiz..
hope u can cheer up.. n dun blame mi.. =X

alrites.. shall stop exchangin sorries..
neverendin..





small bu shuangs r often left unspoken..
they will pile up..
wen a big bu shuang comes along,
it will act as a spark..

BOOM........................................................

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